Worst Year Of My Life (High School)

Hi,

Today I am going to share a story, this was Like a period of time where I was panicking Over smallest details and was in a state of "What am I gonna do". Welcome to story of My life.

This was back when I was starting my high School, a time where an individual would Experience an wonderful time of his/her Life, that's what they said I guess. It was (31 March, 2025) First day of my 12th Grade, the class started immediately after The 11th Grade practicals and it was quite An odd way of starting a new academic Year and I couldn't care much as it was Just a normal for preparation for boards Examinations.

This was the part where I met a dude, who Is actually annoying but he was a new Student and the policy is that we must not Treat them badly. I only talked with him only In Cafeteria and that's pretty much.

But suddenly the class teacher chose me to Sit beside this guy, The sooner did I know That this was gonna be a lore I tell to my Kids.

Before I helped myself to sit in the arranged Seat, I was talking with my friend (let's call Him "Timmy") we were like day ones and We never sit apart. The class teacher didn't Like this idea and wanted me to get Changed. I thought this was just another One week thing and I would be able to sit Back with Timmy, but the teacher would Complain it to the principal and that mad Principal Would cut my soccer practice *(which Would cost us the CM Trophy) and called My Parents and informed them that I did Like Some Heinous crime.

I actually didn't get along with this new Dude and would often ask him to exchange Seats with Timmy and the teacher caught And made me have an permanent Arrangement with this dude.

Few months pass by,

This was a period where so many things Were happening. Never in my 2 years in this School have I talked with a girl and even Asked for a notebook by myself. Usually Timmy would help me even though if he Wasn't from the same class of me.

I heard that one of my friend (Benjamin) got A text from one of the girls from the Commerce group that she has a crush on Him. This was actually a new thing and we Boys said to him to accept the proposal And be together and he was convinced And Got together.

The same period of time I had a chance And got motivated to tell her that* (*I love her) but I didn't say anything. This is where The new dude comes into acting.

I know, I know the guy had a name but I can't disclose that name, it's their private Life and I don't like to be involved in those

Let's just call him (Sam)

So this Sam is actually a cousin to my Crush and he so happens to ask me a Question on a particular day, it was so Randoma and boring that we thought why We don't like certain girls. I asked Sam first And he said that he doesn't like a girl who Likes me and wants me to confess to her

I knew what she wanted and Sam asked Another dude who was sitting beside me And the guy said the same girl (btw this Guy was trying to talk to a girl and wanted Her to accept his proposal). They both asked me the same question and I knew Picked the same girl and said the same Reason that she was annoying.

Sam then had an idea and asked me a Question which lead to this miserable Situation I got the whole year.

He said, "Which girl do u really like?" Obviously I gave him some girls I was close And friends with, but when I said my crush's Name he particularly took interest and Asked me why. If it was asked to any other Guy, he would have been smart and would Throw wrong reasons, but I was really liked This girl and loved her for 2 years basically.

He asked me more about why I like her and Said if he could be chosen to help me talk To her. But Sam was the worst guy to be a Wingman Seriously. At first I didn't ask him And said she was just like a passing cloud And I would be happy enough to not be Involved with her and the mess. But after A Couple of days or so i asked Sam if he Would really meant to help me.

WORST DECISION OF MY LIFE!!!

I asked him because I heard she was going for an air rifle academy with Sam. So as I Thought it would be the best time to ask Her and get to know her alot. But it was bad Thought I had. Sam accepts to help Me.

Couple weeks pass,

Sam and I meet in the boys bathroom and He said that he said to my crush how I was Feeling and she said that she needed time To think. I was unaware of what would Happen in the future and knew my chances That it was an all time low.

Some more weeks pass and no reply came,

Sam said that we really need to give her Some time and she would actually might be Thinking about it, But no. She wasn't even Told that I like her. Sam said it was just to Prank me and see my reaction. Sam said That he knew a food place that she visited Alot and said to me to meet at that place And propose to her. But I was scared to Even look at her and what would have even Mattered if I was to talk to her.

We planned and I paid for the food pre hand

Sam ordered the usual fried rice that my Crush likes and he was waiting on me. But I didn't show up because it would may go Wrong and might become a huge problem For me and Sam. Thereby I didn't show up

Sam called me in men's bathroom and Asked me to pull up but I said I can't by Saying that I couldn't due to a family Function and asked Sam to say.

Sam was annoyed and said that if anything Would go down hill, it was my problem.

It was the morning of the next day, I was so Excited and scared for the answer from my Crush. In fact I was so excited that I Skipped my soccer practice just for her.

We met usually at the same old boys Bathroom and Sam was anxious and kinda Laughing behind his face to tell me the what my crush said. He said, "whatever I Say now, don't talk as personal". Those words came at me like an arrow. I was blinded by the fear of rejection and wanted To go back to classroom as soon as possible. But Sam stopped me and said, "She said that she didn't know who you are And it is weird for her and even said that You should seek help from a therapist".

These words broke me soo much that I had Nothing left anymore. I went back to the Classroom and cried (not that much Because Timmy was there the most of the Time) but I was deeply hurt about her Saying me to seek help from a therapist.

By this period of time I was seriously Depressed and had no one to talk about it And Sam was concerned about me and told This to my crush and she barely even cared About me.

When being rejected around the people Who girlfriend had to be the worst time of Anyone, these people would not have Common sense that one of their friend is Hurt and MAYBE maybe help him out.

But Nah they just said that it was my fault To even address Sam in the first place to Plan a proposal.

Part 2 will be soon

( my hands hurt bad, my bad)

There is a lot to come I can guarantee it is worth it. Made me question my life.