wondering about my life

When I was small I wondered if life when we grow up gets better ? I studied in ssc board I usually used to get sick when I was small almost everyday so didn’t quite actually live the life of school as I wasn’t going school much I didn’t have friends too later I went to junior college I thought things will get better but suddenly everything collapsed in my family so it was hard too now I did computer engineering diploma I did meet many good friends and also bad ones too but I cherish my good friends I learned many things in my diploma I realized I have interest in game development but any degrees yet doesn’t offer anything for game in engineering I learned about machine learning too it was quite fun to train the machine with our own logics and see the magic how they learn and generate their own outputs I was curious if machine learning can be used with game development then I did research about it and thankfully yes we can do that I realized it’s so much fun too while studying which I didn’t have in my previous years I was very demotivated and sad but diploma was really better for me so if anyone is wondering if life gets easy later on or not I can’t say exactly but yes there will be times when everything gets better for a while too or atleast one person you meet will be kind. Because of the environment I studied this time I got motivated too cherish my dream now I’m working on a game yes it’s hard but I am having fun it’s really basic game for everyone who will see the result but for me it is something similar too gold or diamond if I want to exaggerate my game yes it’s basic but I am having fun while doing this I learned about the ui how to plan the game too I tried using color themes understood about the color themes how they work and can make games look more lively I had interest in games from before like I play few games their designs and animations are top notch you will feel like it’s animated cartoon or anime I wondered how did they do that because it’s so pretty and ethereal I didn’t do that obviously but I tried keeping the ui better and game looking atleast so it doesn’t look really basic I used ai etc to generate ui which can suit my game idea it’s a space war game kind off not much just the ui is designed by me and the backend works on machine learning I have trained model so the difficulty gets set it was fun experience to me. I understood how things get together first they all are separate than one by one they get together. It’s same for our life too everything feels like it’s shattered everywhere in pieces but atleast once you will feel like everything is getting better and coming all together like a flavoured cake!