where do I see myself in the next 2 years ?

Well…I see myself in Italy 🇮🇹,speaking fluent Italian ,riding a Vespa ,turquoise color ,with a beautiful girlfriend and working enough hours to spend money on myself and send some money home every month .I graduated few months ago ,and a good friend of mine lives in Italy ,not only that but ,my friend ,my friends sister and cousin they all live in Europe and North America ,someone lives in United Kingdom,someone lives in Germany ,someone in Canada and someone in USA.This is not just a European dream or something ,this is a plan .Growing up I always used to listen to people saying that ,Once I graduate I’ll move to another country,don’t get me wrong ,when I was in 7th grade I did thought about moving to England when I finish high school ,back then it was easy saying than done ,I didn’t even calculated anything,just kept on going on and on about how i will move once I am done , I never realised that even moving to another city requires many things to do before just saying our loud,let alone be moving to another country, that too in another continent all across to the different side of the globe 🌍.Now things have taken a different turn .now is the time to movie to different place ,Although I am very scared ,but I am looking forward to it .Not everyone get to have a dream that is being fulfilled at some different place they never went to ,But to get something ,u must leave something behind .surely you will miss your friends with whom you grew up with ,the people who were always there for you ,the community who you loved the neighbours who were there for you,your parents who raised you and cared for you for years ,you will leave many things behind ,not forever but till the time you will come back ,Then we will realise we aren’t just leaving everything behind and let all of this go in vain ,we are also securing many things for the betterment of ourselves and our family , it’s not a goodbye,it’s an amazing story and a chapter of life that not many people get to live ,you should be thankful if you get to live that part .Now realising that it’s my time next year ,I am prepared for it. I am still clueless but I know that the dream and the goal is to move out eventually for better .will I be sad,yes will I cry ,probably ,will I be happy,WELL YES OFCOURSE ,it’s not everyday that a person gets to wake up in another country and get to choose what they want to do .Being scared makes you realise that you are alive ,and that’s the wake up call you need to move forward in life .I know nothing about what life holds for me in future ,but I do know that one day I’ll come back home to my parents and tell them all about my journey from leaving till coming back .