When life give you lomones

Now you might have thought where did you hear this title and your thought is exactly right. Its from a K-drama WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU TANGERINES but in this drama the ending is happy ending but in my drama when life you lemons there is no happy ending.

I was in first year of my high school when i fell for a mathematics student and he was handsome as handsome i got obsessed with him but we only share one class together which was physical education and there was one more coincidence that was he was friend with my friend boyfriend and we sat together tho we never talked in my whole high school journey.

So let be say how i fell for him i was in a football ground sitting nd enjoying my garden view and imagining stuff and my friends boyfriend and came and sat beside me. We were talking about what my friend likes and all and then he comes to talk to my friends boyfriend and he lifts his shirt to wipe his sweat of his face and i was the abs like literal abs and i instantly for him.

I started liking him since then like one glimpse of him gave me butterflies in my stomach and i asked my friend boyfriend to mention me in front of him like you if he didn't knew me he could get an idea about me and maybe be fall for me but this all was my delulu but you know when he mentioned about me he said i was well mannered and when i heard about it i was like on seventh sky and i was like okay we can do this.

then there were many times i wanted to talk to him but couldn't find the courage.

There was one time i used record writing as excuses and talked to and he actullay gave i felt so happy so happy i can't even discribe and we talked a little and that's it after that we never did . I always looked at him and stared imagining like uk we all be delulu in life and i was to i imagined us being togethr, holding hands and bla bla.

Now here is where i got lemons my friend wanted to help me you know hoe gurls help gurls that what she did. She gave mine textbook to him and asked him to give it to me and he came to my class and started calling my name and asked who is bla bla and i was like what how does he not know my name how is it possible and after class i straight went to my friend and sid her about this she went and asked her boyfrined and he said he lied about the well mannered ting and my heart was broken.

But still i liked him till 2 year of high school and i slowly realized that we were never ment to be and i was being just me so i decided to leave all this and focus on my studies.

That' how life gave me lemons