what is our purpose ?

I truly wonder everyday and night ,what’s the purpose of our life ,

I graduated from college few months back and I thought after getting a job I’ll surely feel better ,although ig some other thing was planned for me

(Got an unpaid internship ,but it’s work from home do I have no complains about it )

Now with that internship I still have a whole lot of time to myself

Enough to keep me busy and do things I always wanted to ,right now I just had a random though when I was in high school and when I was in middle school ,that one thought always made me think about my future or my plans for the whole . . . . .

What is our true purpose in our life?

Does our life becomes better when we get in middle school or when we get in high school ?

Or our life just becomes the end when we die and grow old ?

It sounds depressing but it is my thought which I can’t stop to think about ? Is the meaning of life to get a mate and have a child then again when u start with your family you repeat the task and chores you saw your parents did and u did?

Just mimicking our parents while our children’s acts like us ?

Sometimes I feel juts like a skeleton

With a high mass attached to it .

Keep on thinking about the past the present and the future? Our think pea sized Brain can hold up multiple thoughts that can’t be stopped in a small time or can be keeped in for a multiple or large amount of time on a longer basis and for longer days . It dosent know the difference between what’s real and what’s fake

Call it existential crisis or identity crisis but this things cannot be explained very easily without a proper understanding and explanation from the person within or if we are understanding enough .

Just because someone bought a house dosent mean that they are done and don’t have to work for the rest of the life, just because they have a home or house ,a loving family and a loving partner does it mean that if they have enough feeling they should stop working and enjoy life ,is this the meaning of life?

The birth chart says

You are born

You learn

Yo got to school and get proper education

You get good grades and graduate with a good salary

You get a house and a job ,start a family then retire at old age ?

Or for some people just live on generational wealth and do what you want ?

The truth is I guess that we will never know the truth behind this because for each and everyone ,the meaning totally differs ,

Maybe Some of u have already fulfilled your purpose without even knowing or releasing ,and Some of us are still thriving towards to life and getting to know what were we meant to be .