What do I want?

What are you hoping for, deep down? Name it gently.

If I being completely honest with myself I don't think I am hoping for anything extraordinary. Not fame. Not endless success. Not a life where everything goes perfectly.

Deep down I am looking for somthing more simpler. I am hoping for peace.

The kind of peace that lets me fall asleep without my mind racing through a hundred different worries. That kind that allows me to wake up excited about the day instead of making me anxious about everything waiting for me. A quiet heart isnsomething we rarely appreciate until we have spend too long carrying a noisy mind. I have realised that peace is not the absence of problems. It is the ability to face them without losing yourself.

I am also hoping for health.

It is easy to take our body for granted when it works perfectly fine. We complain about little inconvenience forgetting that there are people who would give everything just to walk without pain and breathe without difficulty or wake up without illness. Health is one of those blessings that because visible only when it is gone. I hope my loved ones remain healthy. I hope that I remain healthy. Because every dream and every place quietly needs something that keeps our bodies alive.

And yes I am definitely hopeing for Wealth.

Not because I dream of luxury for the sakeof appearance. But because money brings something that is often overlooked- freedom. The freedom to help my parents without checking my account balance first. The freedom to travel without guilt. The freedom in such a way that my parents and friends don't have to look into the price of the menu or the tag before even inspecting the food or the product. The freedom to say yes to the oppertunity Instead of calculating can I afford them. Most importantly the freedom to peacefully knowing that an unexpected expenses won't turn my world upside down. Money can't buys happiness but it can removes these fears that stand between us and happiness.

So if you ask me deep down what I am hoping for, my answer would remain beautifully complicated. I hope for a peaceful mind is not not constantly at war with itself. I hope for healthy years with the people I love. I hope for enough Wealth to live with dignity, generosity and freedom. Everything else is simply a bonus. Because at the end of the day a life that is filled with money and health and wealth is definitely enough.