to someone who's anonymous to me but important.

After my twelfth grade , I had some family issues but I had one to talk and It was the first time I got to talk someone and knew for the first time that therapy exist.I only knew of a term that is counsellor till my school , that it's a person who tells you and guides you about life advises you. And yes, this was a completely anonymous person on a social media platform.And with the help of him , I built the first , ever , block of my self healing and self problem , solving skill and yet , living life being alive even after you have millions of problem. Well, I try to search for that person.Some days back and I have tried in previous years also , but that person is not available with that id and why am I saying so because he won't suffered a family crisis where due to corona virirus , his grandfather and his family members left him even after that , he was instead of setting , in crying a corner , he started to share love positivity and spreading it. He was a guy from Mumbai, and I do not know much more about his personal life, but I know he helped me a lot, and that too free and honestly without any benefit of him, but the reason he disappeared from this. Positives spreading and advising people in life. He told me that a person committed suicide and he's the reason for that. He explained that person a lot, and after the conversation with him, that person took its life so\n It's very bad someone should not end. It's life whatever worse thing happened, because when you have Took a birds on earth's planet.You definitely have some or the other way in order to survive. And definitely, he would have explained him or her a lot, but that person has decided to took its life and definitely that guy who helped me and others. Is definitely not the reason why that person committed suicide.And this is the dilemma of life that a person who does good without anything expecting in return always has to face bad situations.\n So because of that one self blocked person, the good guy who himself had faced a tough time in life, in yet, he was spreading positivity, he was doing at his best, so Basically I feel bad for that guy, because he helped me a lot. And honestly, if I say that today that I have conquered my own battles of life, that was because of him, because the first time I faced that situations, he guided me in a way that this Very strong, strong trait of solving problems of my own life.This tendency built in me , and he was the first to put the building blocks in it, and the initiator is definitely deserved to be the originator in many cases. So now that I do not know him actually who he is , and I would never get any chance to appreciate him now , that wherever he is I want universe to send him a good luck to him from my side.😃😃