The pain suffered by everyone , everyday.

At first I was always like why will someone understand the pain which I’m bearing they are not the one who is going through this.

Later I start observing the people around me and for some reason they all looked more worried then me which shattered my heart. They were smiling , laughing, having fun but the energy they were giving was very painful showing their pain. Maybe I realized that because I was going through rough times as well . But in that particular moment I was like I don’t want to go from the same pain they are going from .

On that particular day I started thinking about every individual are they okay? Are they happy? Is something bothering them. Being kind is nice but I started worrying about everyone I started crying for everyone to even think how much they have endured in their life.

People just smile laugh about it but it’s so painful what they are going through .

Some people think about their families whereas some people are stuck with their past so many painful memories. Where other people keeps saying everything will be fine this time will go as well but no one understands that particular time feels like someone is stabbing your heart forcefully even when you stop them. The pain is felt physically and mentally both isn’t it weird ? Then some people jumps in your life just to say this time shall pass you are strong enough to endure it !

No I don’t want to be strong enough to endure the pain I want someone to just lend me their shoulder to feel safe for a while and keep asides my worries for a moment .

I’ll be happy even if it’s for a moment I want to live that free moment I have craved this free moment since long.

In my college I have saw one girl she was a really cheerful girl everyone used to feel happy around her. She was really kind and always happy . Everyone instead of being kind with her as well they were jealous for some reason? I really wondered why later I found they are jealous because people think she is really happy what a great life she has. Later I realized she has multiple issues dealing in her life which can be devasting for someone who is living a normal life . I asked her why are you putting a face of happiness when you are in so much pain? She only said me one thing that , “If I’m in pain and I show it to everyone and I don’t smile how will it cheer other people up when they are suffering themselves” this really broke my heart for some reason . She was in rough phase of her life herself yet she was so kind she was thinking about everyone and how her mood can affect other people too which breaks her heart more. It’s really rare to find someone kind in this life . I hope everyone stays healthy and happy and achieves every good thing they need.