the moon

It was a pretty much peaceful day today like the moon light was making everything look peaceful . I had the urge to go for a walk and have some tea somewhere out . I didn’t hit my 10 thousand steps too so I had a good reason to go out. When I stepped out because of rain everything was cool and the streets were quieter than usual.

I saw the moon which was bright and it was shining behind the clouds . The moon light made everything around it more peaceful . I was enjoying the breeze and the peaceful wheather with quiet surroundings .

I put on my earphones playing few old songs from my playlist and started walking because I wanted to hit my 10 thousand goal too and I was having fun so I thought I’ll walk and somewhere I’ll stop where I can have tea .

When I started walking roads were really calm no chaos nothing . Only few people were passing by busy in their own work. Some were walking their dogs, some couples were coming back after shopping while I saw grandpa and grandma having walk holding hands of each other too I felt happy . Everyone was enjoying their small space without bothering anyone or minding someone’s else business.

Everything was way more calm than usual so I started noticing so many things which I usually ignore in the chaos and being busy . I felt how the gentle breeze feels on my face , the flowers were getting swayed with the wind.

How everyone was enjoying those moments too. While walking I started thinking about my daily life not in a stressful way but in a good way . Every day is filled with classes , assignments , responsibilities, and plans for the future . Sometimes I become so focused on completing the work I have that I m not able to sleep as well because of the work load and stress thinking if I won’t be able to complete it , then waking up because of the stress not getting complete sleep and used to start working in all this things I stopped living for myself . I didn’t enjoy the moment i m living in it’s always like I’ll be completing tasks and then thinking when I’ll get rest and when I actually try to rest then i started overthinking like this i m always anxious . I often worry about whether i am doing enough or whether i will achieve my goals .

Those thoughts used to make my even normal day feel really stressful . That evening however the quiet surroundings helped clear my mind .

I realized that not every moment I’m living in should be productive it can sometimes be calm as walk or sitting somewhere living my moment maybe enjoying my favourite food or activity .

I walked for almost an hour , I wasn’t able to find tea anywhere but yeah I enjoyed the walk more than anything . I was tired physically by the work and walk but my mind was feeling lighter than ever. I understood sometimes it’s better to solve the problems not by thinking too much and hurting yourself . Sometimes give yourself a chance to relax and enjoy the moment .