The message I didn’t sent.

Have you ever wondered what it feels to be loved by someone ? Many of the times it feels like everything in any women life is all about her partner. But it’s not whenever I m sad I get asked questions like are u in a relationship? I’m always like it’s not about having issues about partner which will led my mood my life etc in an hurtful way. Because of which I draw sometimes so to vent my feelings I created an digital art which shows all of the worries of the women in particular way all the stress and pain everything!

Sometimes it’s about a man in your family , sometimes it’s about man in your neighbourhood, sometimes your professor , sometimes your relatives! We girls have many male figures around us who can hurt us it’s not always like it’s about bf or husband. I hope everyone realizes this that a women suffers a lot because of every men I’m not saying men do not suffer , I’m very well aware of how much they suffer too isn’t that the reason I’m choosing to ignore the pain which was caused by my father to me? Because well he is suffering too I try to endure everything alone because I can’t hurt him he is my dad I love him I’m trying to find jobs to help him I know everyone is suffering men and women both. Just I want everyone too know it’s not always about partners it’s many of the times the pain is caused by other people too! This pain is caused to me from 20 years and it’s hurtful I don’t even remember more than 90% of my life, I don’t know how I looked when I was born , I don’t know anything.

I keep on blaming myself why was I born? Why all the things were happened since I’m born so many questions and regret I choose to stay with but ignoring mistakes of my dad because I love him I’m scared he will leave me so I let him do the mistakes as even if I take stand for my mother and me we don’t have any home to go besides this.. so we choose to endure the pain.

Life is not good to anyone I’m sure I hope everyone gets happiness though. Every human is precious.

I can’t even imagine the pain suffered by everyone. Some choose to endure it while some choose to vent the anger on someone or some choose to cry. So many forms of pain yet no understand each other everytime you try to share your worries they will suppress your voice I had this experience when I fought with my dad because I was in so much pain why did he do this to us where were we wrong he abused me a lot some people choose to stay away until they feel better. I don’t know what to do I feel like suicide is the only option for me but I can’t do this as I have my mom I know no one will take care of her if I’m not here. I just hope someday I will be able to send this unsent words spoken by me to the people who have caused me immense pain.