everyone needs a friend

So as I finish by bsc degree ,unfortunately I wasn't able to get into the University I wanted for masters so as many other students might I got very sad and demotivated, after much thought I decided that I will take a dedicated year off and re attempt the exam. So the first thing I did was to delete all my socials and take a firm stance to ghost all my friends (not a very healthy choice).It was going fine for the first two weeks but then more and more people started messaging me from college and I was ignoring all of them I felt very heavy but as brainwashed as I was i thought I should cut all links from them and isolate myself to achieve this goal, then this one girl calls me, we met just because I went to that college it was an instant connection and before I knew it she became my home away from home.She calls...i dont pick up, this continues for 2 more days then she proceeded to call my mother...and I did get a little pissed that she did that, then I called her back to ask her to stop and before I could say anything at all this girl just chewed my ear off and I was crying on the other end of the line.I realised that I really can't imagine a life without her how are is it to find a connection like that at this day and age? I don't know who will be the boy in my marriage but I know for sure who is the one person who is gonna be there for sure trying to get me married.