Crucial step : Acknowledgement

It's july 24 , and I don't know what I'm doing with my life. It feels like a stabbing pain coming through my heart, teasing my eyes, wrinkling my head. I can't straightify my issues.

Nowadays it just feels too much. I'm not sure I can handle it. My smile is more forced than it has ever been.

Every little headache is overpowering my days and nights, the sleepless nights were never so heavy .

Every nook and cranny of my very being seeks a motive, inner peace which seems like I have never had.

Yes , it can be named as existential crises. Rightnow I'm powerless and I don't know how to separate myself from this constant agony.