About my first love

Now everyone has there first love and it feels imaginable and like magical and feels like u have seen an angle from heaven and thats what happened to me in 4 class when i first saw him i felt butterflies in my stomach and at first i didn't knew what it was then i got to know that i liked him and felt for him.

Whenever he went near a girl i felt jealous and when he came to talk to me my voice just got stucked in my throat and i looked at him sectretly. At first like i was small so i though that its crime to fall in love so i didnt even say my friends and kept it to myself and liked him for 7 years.

Life was so good when I cared about him liked him and gave many birthday chocolates. That one time ma’am made me sir with him as a punishment and that for me was a jackpot not a punishment. I used to find excuses to to see him or maybe get near him and either it failed or succeeded. There were timers that he was dating someone and I cried a lot like alot about it and saw him giggling with girls and he used to tease me to sometimes. One time as birthday gift like return gift as a pouch and I cherished it like a something imp to my heart but my mom threw it away because she thought it was broken because of its bad appearance. That time when the whole class was decorating for Christmas and I feel he asked me are you okay I felt so good like it felt heaven forever I felt butterflies and many more. But he left school in 8 grade but still I liked him and in high school first year I met him back in snap and fell again and confessed it right away but he rejected it and I felt bad then we talked about how was life I asked him if he was dating and all he said no then I asked why he rejected me he said he won’t be able to give time to me and I said time never mattered to me even if he gave me 5 min it would be enough and all this never mattered to him and I just being obsessed with him more and more and there was a time again I confessed him and said he liked me to there were time he said u would look if you loose weight and I felt does me really like me I imagined being married to him and many more but all this never mattered to him. And eventually we stopped talking and regretted confessing and saying that I am worthless and kept him before me. After 2 years we stared taking again but as friends and I got to many more thing about him like he is forcing more in his career and all.

And that how my first love ended.